Story of my life, searching for the right But it keeps avoiding me Sorrow in my soul 'cos it seems that wrong Really loves my company
He's more than a man and this is more than love The reason that the sky is blue But clouds are rolling in because I'm gone again And to him I just can't be true
And I know that he knows I'm unfaithful And it kills him inside To know that I am happy with some other guy I can see him dying
I don't wanna do this anymore I don't wanna be the reason why Every time I walk out the door I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore I don't wanna take away his life I don't wanna be a murderer
I feel it in the air as I'm doing my hair Preparing for another date A kiss up on my cheek, he's here reluctantly As if I'm gonna be out late
I say I won't be long just hanging with the girls A lie I didn't have to tell Because we both know where I'm about to go And we know it very well.
'Cos I know that he knows I'm unfaithful And it kills him inside To know that I am happy with some other guy I can see him dying
I don't wanna do this anymore I don't wanna be the reason why Every time I walk out the door I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore I don't wanna take away his life I don't wanna be a murderer
Our love, his trust I might as well take a gun And put it to his head Get it over with I don't wanna do this Anymore, anymore
And I don't wanna do this anymore I don't wanna be the reason why And every time I walk out the door I see him die a little more inside
And I don't wanna hurt him anymore I don't wanna take away his life I don't wanna be a murderer A murderer, no no no Yeah
